So at 30 I was out. And very publicly out. What had been the focus of my entire adult life was gone, and it was devastating.
I
really didn’t know what to do for a few months. I felt that I had let
the previous generation of entrepreneurs down — that I had dropped the
baton as it was being passed to me. I met with David Packard and Bob
Noyce and tried to apologize for screwing up so badly. I was a very
public failure, and I even thought about running away from the valley.
But something slowly began to dawn on me — I still loved what I did. The
turn of events at Apple had not changed that one bit. I had been
rejected, but I was still in love. And so I decided to start over.
I
didn’t see it then, but it turned out that getting fired from Apple was
the best thing that could have ever happened to me. The heaviness of
being successful was replaced by the lightness of being a beginner
again, less sure about everything. It freed me to enter one of the most
creative periods of my life.
During the next five years, I started a
company named NeXT, another company named Pixar, and fell in love with
an amazing woman who would become my wife. Pixar went on to create the
world’s first computer animated feature film, Toy Story, and is now the
most successful animation studio in the world. In a remarkable turn of
events, Apple bought NeXT, I returned to Apple, and the technology we
developed at NeXT is at the heart of Apple’s current renaissance. And
Laurene and I have a wonderful family together.
I’m pretty sure none
of this would have happened if I hadn’t been fired from Apple. It was
awful tasting medicine, but I guess the patient needed it. Sometimes
life hits you in the head with a brick. Don’t lose faith. I’m convinced
that the only thing that kept me going was that I loved what I did.
You’ve got to find what you love. And that is as true for your work as
it is for your lovers. Your work is going to fill a large part of your
life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe
is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do.
If you haven’t found it yet, keep looking. Don’t settle. As with all
matters of the heart, you’ll know when you find it. And, like any great
relationship, it just gets better and better as the years roll on. So
keep looking until you find it. Don’t settle.
What did you learn? It’s never too late to start over again.Never Give Up.
